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Ruiner
02:07
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I'm sorry I'm the disease that eats away your brain
I didn't want to rip the wound but our feelings ceased to stay the same
I'm sorry that I tore the skin
I'm sorry I'm the reason you won't let anyone in
I'm a worthless ruiner
I'm so sorry I wasn't honest sooner
I'm the one here who's to blame
We lit the match together now I'm blowing out the flame
Both my hands are stained red with the blood of the lie that sounded right inside my head
I put this burden on myself
I wish I could have known
I wish you could have known
I wish we could have known from the start that I have a weaker heart
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Pocket Change
02:59
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These are the days I don't appreciate the rain
The constant downpour of "everything will be be okay"
Little drops trying to wash away words that weren't theirs to say
Gray clouds looming loud and plain
Shouts of thunder hush everything away
If only things could stay the same way they were when life held lighter days
A new year hopefully brings some change
The ground is cold and shame overlooks this canvas
The spotlight shines on me
I never thought it was so bright
I guess this is just how things will be
Blind spots have fooled me once again
I'm stuck at home with this paper and this pen trying to justify mistakes I've made that I can't regret
First semester people have their whole lives set on a map while mine is just a scattered mess
Plans of the future roll off their tongues while I'm stuck left cleaning with a dirty sponge
This is just wishful thinking in a pocket full of change
I'll throw my wants into a fountain and I'm only left with disdain for the past and my choices, left unopened on the floor
Everything else that I love is leaving out the door
All the years that I worked for are only adding up to shame
Count up all the evidence; you'll know who's just to blame
I'm tired of swinging up at the cold October air
The only feeling that I want is my fingers through your hair
I won't let my life be wasted
Hope will never fade away
I wish that I could say the same for the plans you shared with me
I'm sorry we ended this all
You ruined my fall
This time it wasn't my fault
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Throwing The Fight
02:53
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You can tell all your new friends whatever you want
That you don't miss your home and that's great
But all that money is a tough price to pay for such a mediocre grade
I wanna know what you say about me
And how truthful you are
Or if you're just as fake as everyone that you've met so far
I always gave all and I never gave up
And I always made you happy with a half full cup
If I wait the four years for you to fall back into me will it all be the same how it all used to be?
And I always gave all and I never gave up
And I always made you happy with a half full cup
And I think I fought too hard for you to leave me here like this because I cared for you more than your own parents ever did
Don't ruin this for me
You ruined this for me
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Wishing I Was Dreaming
01:58
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I only see you when I dream
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Pacific Point
02:03
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Salt water caked on my face
The ocean breeze is the only thing I taste
I feel the cold wet embrace of the waves around my knees
The only thing I know is I've never been this weak
Because the green gray waves have swept the strength out from under me
The only thing I know is that I feel this weak
Because the green gray waves tell me that they know what's best for me
They don't know shit
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